hm...i cant stop hiccuping...
its gotten to that point where my stomach hurts. so thats good.

i wish animal collective wasn't the night before prom.
i wish i wasn't failing chemistry.
i wish i was two people so that i could take a good picture of my spine.

i want to see the world.
i want to do something.

I have a weak spot for men in cardigans with untidy hair and nice bone structure.

holy shit.
i just spent 10 hours on a poster.
its 2:19 and i'm about ready to fall over.

hmm.

I want to take VHS next year as one of my electives, but i'm torn between three classes.
1. mandarin chinese
pros- i've always wanted to learn mandarin chinese. also it might look good on a college application if I do well...just because i dont think many schools offer it?
cons- it might be really difficult.

2. gods of CNN
pros- i'm really interested in the media right now. and the course sounds awesome with all the propaganda and pop culture.
cons- a 10 week project is a required part of the class. it consists of doing one of these things: teach a class at your school, start a media club, creating a media awareness web page for your school, etc, and then develop it over a 10 week period.

3. philosphy
pros- it also sounds pretty neat. theres a whole week spent on "does god exist?"
cons- i'm not sure how well i'd do at it. i feel like this class would be the biggest risk out of all of them.

sigh

i always thought that CAKE was some dumb typical classic rock band that i don't care about, but apparently i kinda like some of their songs.

not that i dont like classic rock, its just that i dont listen to it on a regular basis.
unless its the beatles or something. i dunno.
its summer cookout music. or sunday morning music.

sit down x5 you're rocking the boat

pandora is my new favorite source for music

what a lovely weekend.

whilst studying vocabularly

i decided that someone should call me quail.
preferably tim, just because he calls me a little puppy,
and quail seems more appropriate.
a. a quail is small
b. quail v. to lose heart or courage in difficulty or danger;
to shrink with fear.

GET OUT OF MY MIND.
pleaseee its driving me crazy

personality test

We had to take this for school....

People like you are gentle, caring, and sensitive. Although you feel things very deeply, you don't always share those feelings with others you don't know well. Your close friends know you are loyal and affectionate, expressive and eager to please. You are thoughtful, considerate, and supportive of your friends and family. While you like to be included in social activities, you also need time alone to relax or pursue your interests. Because you have such a big heart, you may take even constructive criticism personally, and may feel frequently disappointed by others. Because you are careful not to hurt anyone's feelings and are uncomfortable when people are mad at you, you may have to force yourself to deal with conflicts head on and to speak your mind honestly.You are also a down to earth and realistic person. You probably have a keen sense of aesthetics and may love a variety of artistic expressions or activities. Since you are so observant, you give your full attention to whatever you are doing at the moment, and are often able to tell amazingly accurate stories. You're easy going and playful, but may not be especially adventurous. You may have to struggle to stay organized and may find large or complicated projects a bit overwhelming. Since you naturally want to follow your curiosity wherever it leads you, you may have trouble making decisions or following through and finishing all of the projects you start. You hate to disappoint anyone and you are usually quick to forgive others when they disappoint or offend you.

Your strengths may include:
Collecting lots of information.
Developing a good rapport with people.
Being responsive to questions by providing thoughtful, detailed answers.
Being able to make a realistic assessment of the information gathered.
Having a good instinct for what would make you happy.

Your blindspots may include:
Not being assertive enough at selling your strengths and talents.
Not considering new possibilities you may not have yet thought of.
Not being objective enough; relying too heavily on your immediate feelings and impressions.
Not prioritizing your goals well.
Focusing only on your current needs, and ignoring possible future needs.

oh cool

i was tagged in one of those new facebook picture fads where there are a bunch of characters and you get tagged as the one that represents you.

I got Gloom... whatever. HA! I didn't mean to do that.

gloom
–noun

1.	total or partial darkness; dimness.

2.	a state of melancholy or depression; low spirits.

3.	a despondent or depressed look or expression.

dumb. i'd say that shes confusing my gloominess with timid...ness.

I'M THE EPITOME OF CHEERY;

fear and [loathing] in las vegas

i hate facebook notes because no one ever tags me in them.

also this has nothing to do with that movie that i've never seen.