~simon bolivar
i feel like i've picked up where i left off last summer, with my daily routine falling back into place.
wake up at ten, go on the computer, go back to sleep, read, watch tv/go on the computer, eat sometime, then do a combination of previous activities until going to sleep at two or three or four, repeat.
i guess what i should be doing right now is asking my past self what i learned from that cycle, and then make the changes that i told myself i would make in the future. its strange because once upon a time i told myself "gee, now that thats over, and i can see what i did wrong, this will never happen again." but i suppose now that its difficult to predict what you'll do and how you'll feel in a certain situation, especially when you're overly content with yourself during the prediction. something i remember wishing i had done over the summer was more artwork, considering i have so much free time, and its not really ever being put to good use. but just as i had no inclination to work on my art last year, i have no inclination this year.
i'm not sure why i say i guess and feel and suppose and think all the time. also i never really finish my thoughts in any of my posts.
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i do the same thing! i dont understand how it happens but i mannage to accomplish exactly nothing during the summer. and every summer im like this one will be different and it never is. personally i blame school. i do too much during the year so when vacation comes all i have the will power to do is roll out of bed and possibly put on some sunscreen. after that nada. and then the last week is filled with last minute attempts to catch up.
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